Breathe into and make me real… Bring me to Life
Mary’s Dairy
It’s astonishing how fear and anxiety can change my personality. It can make me feel so powerless and weak. It can cause me to stay in situations that are unsafe; it prevents me from taking healthy risks to improve my life. If I allow fear and anxiety to win over me I’m going to stay frozen in time…. Frozen in this relationship…
I’m allowing fear to block me from living my dreams; it’s growing bigger than my confidence. My worry doesn’t allow me to realize the reality I’m keeping myself in. I need to learn how to see my panic and fear as a challenge to push through it…. Every time I get out of the boat I sink b/c I lose sight of my faith… I take my eyes of the truth…
I need God to breathe life into my numbness. I need courage… I need strength b/c each day I feeling like a part of me is dying… I need God to reach down and pull me out of my misery… I need to learn how to rely on my faith so my fears will starve to death….
Today I decided to get my life back… to face my fears and rid myself of my excuses. I’m going to face him… and God will give me courage and nerve to see me through… I’m not going under. I’m special and I won’t let intimation or browbeating, daunting or terrorizing get me down… Enough…. Enough of the isolation, and imagination…
I’m getting myself back… Fear has stolen so much from me…. I’m not going to let it anymore…Wake me up… I’m done living a lie…. Bring me to Life…..
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