Where are You?

Why does my heart ache? Was she an angel? Was she real? Did it even happen? I keep checking... why? I'm here where are you? My heart feels young again? It's sad.... Desire is strong.... but he won't let up... he keeps reminding me.... Stop... What does this mean? I love her... I really do? But my heart won't stop... Please stop... it’s wrong and you know it. Leave me alone....why now? 

I don't know you ... Are you just a test? Are you safe? Was it supposed to happen? I feel broken … why? Make it stop … it hurts… I don’t know you but I’m worried about you… You have my heart… Why?

Your smile... your laugh... Have we meet before? It felt like I've known you for a long time.... Why did I fall so fast? So sudden? Your eyes... I wanted to rescue you....I want your pain... I felt you deep in my soul... Why?  I don't feel the same... Is it a crush? It can't? Stop? Go away? Call.... 

Will I see you again? I feel lonely.... but I'm not alone? Are you protecting me? Where you my wake up call? Were you there to show me my weakness..... Now I'm pretending.... Who am I? I thought he died!!! I wanted your pain!!! Why? I don't know you... I don't feel right that your gone away.... I don't feel you here... I looked at the seat... my heart bleed... you weren't there... how bad I wanted to stay with you. 

Your eyes looked through me... my soul quivered... Why? I felt needed... special... 

I looked for you.... I got nervous.... I didn't know why.... I tried to hide it.... I played it cool.... You had to leave early.... Will you contact me.... should you.... Cause I'm broken.... I don't feel right.... I will... You don't feel me here any more.. 

I hope I see you in my dreams... I can't breathe